Yesterday session was awesome. We talked about my progress and my therapist told me that I’m doing great in some aspects and I do feel the change. I’m not getting all raged up like I used to, fewer depression episodes I can control my emotions a bit more and I don’t act up on impulse like before. Hubby also said I have been much calmer and relaxed.
I still get fed up with Ollie but I believe it’s normal since he is in the toddler stage and really acts up and from what I have read from other toddler parents here on tumblr, they also have issues like that. I just have to work on my patience and reaction impulse with Oliver to be able to react in a better way to his actions, that’s part of motherhood.
2 months of therapy and medication, I sill have a lot of work to do. I still struggle with a lot of things on a daily basis. But I’m now aware that this can be done, I’m changing and my surrounding it’s changing in a positive way. I want to go back to Roller Derby and that will be another test for me in my recovery, dealing with people and drama it’s not one of my strengths but I’m sure I will be able to deal with that this time, I have new coping tools and I’m stronger now. My mind it’s healing, my body needs to heal now, and RD helps me with that.
One step at a time, I’m getting there. Yay for me!
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OMG!! So darn cute. Oliver LOVE Tita and Tita loves him, and I think I’m raising a cat lover like mommy hahaha, he said he was a kitty and found my neko mimi cosplay hair piece and he love it, I’m so happy to see how much he has matured and he is able to carry Tita around, Guetta will be challenge, but just looking at him playing makes my heart melt.
Toddlers have good intentions but lack the ability or control to pick up the cat safely-and the cat could lash out if accidentally hurt. It’s best to have the cat come to the child. Ask the child to “point” with one finger and hold still…often this will entice the cat to ‘nose-touch’ the finger in greeting. Well, that didn’t worked for Ollie, good thing Tita it’s really sweet with him.
Hubby finally got his vacation period and makes me happy for him to be able to rest. I love to have him around don’t get me wrong, but 24/7 with the boys in the house and plus my head monsters (illness) makes it a bit tricky for me. Kinda of a test in my recovery.
My patience and OCDs are getting targeted, and since we stay at home all day, I’m cooking and cleaning after Ollie all the time, because I know if I let go the house will be a mess in an instant and a messy house makes me go crazier. I’m hoping we’ll go to a little trip or something to get away from home, it’s not healthy for me to be stuck in here all day long. I also need my alone quiet time to recover. Oh well, no major issues and I have been able to chill out a little bit with my reading and writing. But I did missed an appointment with my doctor for my medicine and ugh I hate that, I’ll have to re-scheduale it for next week.
Tomorrow is my session with my therapist and will be a nice time to let go some of my worries. This is another opportunity to work on my recovery and learn from my triggers.