Sleep in? Not in Ollies watch. Baby pulls me out of bed into the living room to watch pingu on netflix. Everyday. I wish he didn’t wakeup so early, at least wake up at 9am but no. Ollie is up at 7 am.

Ollie had a lot of fun with the sticker book and the washable markers that we got him, good thing they remove pretty easily cause this kid scribbles all over the place. The stickers on the other hand are really hard to remove from the walls and floors, we’ll get a different kind next time we go to walmart. These ones suck.

So, I went to the doctor and the thing in my arm might be a cyst. She said it was nothing to worry about and I had to make another appointment for further check up. My mood it’s great today and yesterday was great too but I had a tummy ache and that was the only down side. I need to know what it’s making me feel like a complete maniac sometimes. I just get so angry and sad and people annoy me and I need to be alone in those moments, but I don’t want to be alone, I was alone for so long.

One day at a time. Talking about this actually helps. I shut about it since forever but that doesn’t help uh? lol. Anyway, I feel great today and I hope I stay like that for the rest of the day. Little steps… little steps.